Alot alot alot of things that i shouldn't think abt.
Suddenly everything just changed alot in myself or us?
Wondering if this continues on, wat might happen?
Thoughts,hopes n everything is wat i dun wan to think abt yet it just came back to find no i shld say haunt mii.
I'm weak! :'D
Perhaps this is the way i am and you are.
I am for who i am and you are for who your are.
Tears starts rolling dwn every mins,sec,moments n everything that comes to my mind,
which i dun wan it to happen.
I told myself once before to be brave n have a positive mindset n not to think so much negative thoughts.
In the end,it came back to find mii.
Which i dunno y?
Haiz.... Such a silly girl i am!
Sometimes i used to hate myself alot.
Hate myself for thinkin so much things that i shouldn't think abt.
I myself dun wan this to happen on mii but it came.
Or is it i'm born to be like this? Maybe i guess?
Who knows?
Well,all i can say nw is for mii to move on without thinking so much tgt wif my love ones especially my boyf whom i loves alot n cherishes alot.
Hopefully by then i'm able to gain back my confidence be the same old chiew ya again. :'D
