I've think through alot abt us the whole of last night. Well, the memories we had in 2010 is really unforgettable for us. Which is one of the good year for us i guess? Yeah. Was thinking abt us last night aft having arguments with u on the phone itself, n i realise that ever since we got together everything turn into a different way. Different as in lots of our class ppl dun like really like us to be together which i dunno y. But then i chose not to listen to them n be with u. At that time i was thinking,maybe they are wrong abt u that u are ............. (not gonna say it here) but since then,they dun really like u den so be it. Just be ourself will do. (; hahax... ok! At first, when i thought i got together with u, i thought it didn't work out between us during the 1st few mths so try it out. Ended up it did work out n we lasted until now n still counting on...... It was an unforgettable memories for us. But ever since got together very very long i started to see some changes again in our r/s. This time a very bad one. :X U started to scold mii every now and then when i'm like not respecting u or watever it is, u started saying i dun have manners etc.... Yes! I admit to everything n every mistakes that i've done the past few mths back or even ystd i admit i was in the wrong. I apologise. Yes! I did apologise, bt u dun have to make mii feel that i've lost my pride or even disgrace my pride! Yes! i admit i dun have manners,i talk things that doesn't even think, i like to jump to conclusions etc... Yes, i admit to all these but these are part n parcel of life like wat u have told mii ystd on phone. Sigh.... And back to thinking again, all the quarrels arguments or watever disputes we have, it all began on mii. I finally found the answer to it alrdy. It was mii that causes us to have arugments,quarrels etc.... Yes! I do admit that when girls have pms thy tend to throw their own temper n tantrum to their own loved ones especially to their boyf. I did that to u once, in fact not even once, sometimes or even most of the time... :( sigh..... I had a talk with u on phone last night n somehow i've gt nth to say anymore.... which i dunno y. Got a scolding from u.... but i forgive n forget. So that's settled. But somehow aft i put dwn the phone aft talking to u, i felt speechless and i went to bed thinking abt us.............. :/ I had a terrible dream last night. Not gonna say it cos its very very terrible ttm till i dun wanna think of it anymore....
Sigh....
Well,i'll just let our fate to god's decide,
perhaps he may bless us to continue on with us being tgt in the future or so....
If we're really meant to be tgt n last long till eternity,it'll eventually be.
or is it am i thinking too much?!?!
oh well...
