Some updates for today.
Woke up by dad's voice whom said to mii: 'Wei! So late le!!! Still sleeping?!?!' :/ So dragged myself outta bed cos of his loud voice which i still wanna sleep abit more,but couldn't sleep after that. Sigh... ok. Was on my lappy after my wash-up since i've gt nth to do.... Chatted with baby on phone after that. Had a small chatting session n other stuffs!! Hahahx... Super funny!! We talked abt our wedding plans etc... My REAL wedding tgt with baby. (: we almost talk to each other abt 1hr till 3plus coming to 4,then kup the phone n head off to prep. Leave hse abt 5plus,n it was a heavy downpour!!! Total downpour... :/ Lucky i did bought umbrella but still abit drenched. Sigh... A terrible day! Well,trained dwn to PS as i was rushing n was LATE again. So quickly walked to PS to look for baby then on the way there,headed to food basement to get my late lunch coming to dinner as i was abit hungry as i didn't manage to eat anything almost the whole day. Went to look for baby aftermath. (: PS was damn packed with ppl cos andy lau the heavnly king came to sg to promote his movie 新少林世. Gonna watch that movie soon. (: hahax... ok! Baby manage to take some clear pics of andy lau and the director of the show there. Yup! I was lucky to see one of the heavenly king coming to sg here. Cos he veryyyyy long didn't came to sg here. N surprisingly alot of his fans came here just to support him... (: ♥ And also my mum oso a fan of andy lau toos. Sadly,she didn't came cos she gotta cook at hme. Ok! Had some problems with baby during the fan meeting sessison, manage to solve it aftermath. Lots of lesson learnt from there. N i promises not to repeat the mistakes again. (: The session ended at abt 8plus,walked back to train station n trained back amk to get the usual stuffs for baby. Bought bbt as well. Next,baby send mii off at the same spot. HSH for us! ♥
And i miss him lots lots lots and damn badly.... :(((
A lesson learnt today for all the things we had.....
Arguments,quarrels,break-up,misunderstandings and most imp TRUST.
I nearly lose u just now,but manage to get back on track once again.
Its becos i'm willing to forgive u by the things u have done to mii.
The hurtful words that has been said out frm your mouth has really hurt deeply right into my heart, and i just kept quiet.
You may see mii bochup in saving the r/s previously on the outside,
yes i admit to that but do u know inside my heart i'm trying to salvage the r/s between though its alrdy sinking to the drain.
Just that u cant see it after all.
Yes. I chose to keep quiet is becos i'm that type of person that dun likes to mess ard in public or even at hme i still chose to keep quiet.
Well,that's mii.
U asked mii 'wanna patch back?'
In the 1st place,i nvr asked to break up with u,
but u chose to dump mii one side frm wat u said earlier in your text,
I was heartbroken by wat you've said and i dunno shld i forgive u once again???
And i nvr ask for your apology somemore.
I was thinking shld i forgive u once again for wat you've did.....
I was thinking shld i continue on the r/s with u,
I was thinking can i ever trust u again???
I was thinking are u really happy in saying those kind of words to mii??
lots of things came into my mind....
Yet i chose to ignore everything n asked myself do u still deserve this chance again or even cherish it carefully if i give u another chance??
and yes,i turn everything into a blink of an eye n forgave u once again.
And also a lesson learnt for mii/you toos i believe? (:
I learnt that i should not anyhow put words into your mouth,
I learnt that i should have given u some time to explain yourself instead of hearing my voice/ranting all the time.
I learnt that i shouldn't have anyhow say misunderstand u for no reason,
I learnt that i shouldn't have been so harsh on you by saying those hurtful words time again.
I learnt to take it easy and take step by step and not doing things so rushly.
I learnt that i shouldn't have picked up a quarrel anyhow without knowing wat's the situation.
And i promise you not to repeat the above mistakes ever again.
And i'm willing to change back to how i used to be for the sake of u/our future. ♥
And i do hope u learnt some lessons as well....
ya baby?? ♥ (:
I will always love you like how i love u every single day.
I know i cant live without u,neither do u.
right? (:
Promises are always meant to be kept!
Let's hold hands tgt and walk the rest of the journey tgt alright??
The future is ahead of us!
Muacks~~~ ♥♥
